You know what's even scarier than going into a psychosis? Coming out of a psychosis. Only then the full consequences of the psychosis are rendered palpable. Have consequences in the fragile human realm of normal people, which one is about to become.
It's like an inverse birth.
Back into the womb of common sense.
But with the baggage of a full life, a spirit which has ravished and has been ravished.
Im not talking about putting on a mask and pretending. But about actually becoming normal again.
Not wearing down the madness. It is - well, defeating it, killing the excess yang with the core of yin.
The grandmother. I s'pose.