We all know intuitively that we are absolutely determined in what we do, but knowing this doesnt mean we know what we "should" do before we do it, therefore we are thrust against the limit of our knowledge with respect to the intuition of those determinations which impose upon us in any given moment of thought, feeling or action, i.e. we gain the freedom of choice, which is a kind of self-apotheosis at the subjective level, a process of progressive understanding as peeling back layer upon layer of our ignorances... the necessity of making a "choice".